Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Blueberry Muffins(in progress)

The chipped black polish on my toes. It paints a picture of our foes. Oh how I wish, they were pink today.
And the way we shed our clothes haunts me like nobody knows. All these things, thay stand in my way.
One day we'll look back and we'll see, our love the symphony. Buty you and I were just percussion.
Vulnerable. Quiet rooms. You were one I had to lose. I bet you never felt this way.

You are a swan song, bound to go wrong. I could've stayed.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

yellow

Sadness can be all consuming and listening to memories hurts, yellow and soft. I cry, it's all I can do to get rid of it then when it's done it's done. Am I the only one?

Thursday, October 11, 2007

childhood or something like that

My new theory is that no one escapes their childhood. By this I mean that no one grows up to be a perfectly balanced and happy individual, I believe that we all carry with us something from our childhood that makes us somewhat screwed up. While some have issues far greater than others, everyone has them and they all stem from childhood, from a completely alcoholic absent mother or just an anal overly protective one, they all screw us up. This theory causes me to look at people in a whole new light. Instead of calling my ex an ass because he broke my heart I'm questioning what happened in his childhood that turned him into a commitment phobe. I mean when I honestly take a look at the people I'm closest too, I can look at their pasts and pinpoint the very thing that causes them to be a certain way to day, it's fantastic, scary and depressing all at the very same time. So next time someone does something to make you think "Wow that's one screwed up person", think again, you might forgive them, cry with them, comfort them, or possibly run from them.

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

Life's Little Let Downs

Just when you think you've got it all figured out, Life slaps you in the face. If it isn't one thing it's another and I wish I'd just wake up when it's neither. My name is Irony and I'm always around, waiting for the perfect moment to destroy your day, possibly your life.